-Teach Me How-
October 23, 2006
TEACH ME HOW
Can you please teach me, if ever you’ll gonna leave me..
Teach me how to live and survive without you by my side,
For eversince I have you in my life, I don’t think I can go on without you insight.
Teach me how to love, without you in my heart,
For my heart belongs to you so it will have to tear it apart.
Teach me how to kiss if it’s not anymore your lips,
The same kind of feeling that turn me to bliss..
Teach me how to hug when you’re gone,
To comfort me when things go wrong.
The way you hug me when we’re alone,
Like the feeling that you’ll never let me go..
Teach me how to smile and hide the pain inside,
Knowing you’re not anymore mine, How can I smile with that extra mile?
Teach me how to be myself. To find myself back again.
Coz without you, I don’t think I can.
You are my life so when you leave, it seems to me my life would end.
Teach me how to stand without you holding my hand,
Just like a liitle lad, without someone.. he will be sad.
Teach me how to journey without you and still be happy..
Through life full of mystery, to accept the fact and forget misery.
Teach me how to see without you there for me..
Please teach me how before you leave..
Teach me now. If its that your will..
I know it sounds like I can’t anymore live..
Call it crazy but you leave, I will not be complete
The Hard Lessons on Love and Men…
October 22, 2006
The Hard Lessons on Love and Men…
by Aileen Endaya
1. A man won’t let go if he really loves you.
Do not hold on to someone who has let go of you. He does not love you and does not value having you. Believe me, he will not let go if he really loves you. There is another reason he is not willing to tell.
2. Do not look for reasons why he ended the relationship.
There is only one reason why he ended your relationship. He just does not love you. Do not waste your time thinking of reasons or what you should have done. Move on and be open to a man who will truly love you.
3. Do not get hang up on your past.
Do not nag or distrust your current boyfriend just because your ex hurt you. Do not treat him or the relationship the same way. Do not compare. He will not react the same way as your ex. Do not be worried that your simple mistakes will cause him to look for another girl. What happened with your ex was not your fault. It was not because you didn’t guard him enough or you didn’t make him happy enough.
4. Do not look into images.
How many times have you met a girl who didn’t have the best image in school or at the office, but you get to know the girl and found out she was actually extremely nice? Do not rely on images. Oftentimes, it is far from reality. Do not fear men just because your “supposedly” perfect ex-boyfriend mistreated you.
5. Always have your own set of rules.
Set your limits on how far you’d go for a guy. It’s perfectly ok to give and do everything as long as it’s worth it. And it’s worth it if the guy is treating you right.
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-lost-
October 17, 2006
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love." - Spoken by the character Rose Walker in Neil Gaiman's Sandman #65
IF…..
October 14, 2006
if i never met you, i wouldnt like you.
if i didnt like you, i wouldnt love you.
if i didnt love you, i wouldnt miss you.but i did, i do and i will…
-Just a Thought-
October 9, 2006
A broken heart is the single greatest pain you will ever have to endure. In
fact, the most hurt you can ever imagine. ='(
And the one who commits this emotional crime is not someone you hate; it is not even someone you dislike…
No, because the only person who is capable of breaking your heart is the one who holds it precariously in their hands, the one with whom you have shared your dreams, your secrets, your fears - the one you love more than anybody else in the world. ='( And therein lies the irony…
"Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow: If you lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in love.Cry if you have to, but make it sure that the tears
wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you. "
-ouch-
October 8, 2006
Real loss only occurs when you
lose something that you love
more than yourself.
People Come in your Life for a Reason
September 7, 2006 
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.!
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime
True Love Waits
September 2, 2006Were all been living in a dream that somehow a prince will come and save us from longing and bareness of our life, that he’s just “around the corner” taking his time to be near me.
On the other hand, maybe there’s isn’t someone for everyone. There has always been a dream of someone.
I have always dreamed of someone to grow old with. Someone who will be there to share my success and when I’m in my lowest point in life. A life long friend who will support me, encourage me to grow on my own identity and shower me with complements in times I do not believe in myself. A special someone who will hold my hand and will sit right next to me in silence, just savoring the day together.
At the end of the day and as another day unfolds, I always have a silent prayer that somehow, somewhere along the way my prince will finally made his way to me and take all my fears, uncertainties and longing. In the midst of the night, I always woke up from a dream but I always end up alone in my bed, realizing my prince still hasn’t come.
As to my dream of valiant prince and romantic escapades, I sometimes still splurge to the idea that somehow/somewhere there’s this prince who’ll wait for me in vain and will love me unconditionally. But for now, all I can do is to hope and to wait for my prince. I have found and lost love through the years of my life, there came a time my mind told me to stop loving but my heart says continue searching. I am not closing my doors nor windows for hope of a real prince, though love fails me a thousand times it wont hinders me to believe that he’s on is way to me. When that time comes, I am finally home.
